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About Me Member Dark Artist PunkRockChck13Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Why do I do this to myself?

Tue Aug 9, 2005, 11:59 PM
God I hate myself. Why do I bring myself to tears. Why do I decide to crack after all these years. Why am i afraid of this. Why don't I just tell them. I can't believe I just did. I told him everything. WHY!? I isolate myself from everything. then all at once, i go crazy. and i decide to say everything.

I HATE MYSELF! I hate everything about me! If I walked off the edge of the world, no one would care to notice. But why should they. I don't deserve the friends I have. And they don't deserve to be hurt by me. Why can't I just start my whole life over. This life isn't worth living. It's a fucked up world. And me being here isn't helping...

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: New Jersey
  • Interests: Music
  • Favourite genre of music: All Things Rock...
  • Favourite artist: Van Gogh i guess
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe probably...i like everyone.
  • Favourite photographer: i don't know
  • Favourite style of art: photography? i don't know...
  • Favourite game: Hard to choose
  • Favourite cartoon character: too many too choose from
  • Personal Quote: Duh?
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil and paper? maybe camera.

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:iconphazex:
Thanks for the favorite!!
:sun:

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In that single, horrible moment of clarity....
:iconpunkrockchck13:
hi people. Im bored... :hungry: :sleep:

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The dumb only seem to get dumber
<3...Nikky...<3
:iconzethara:
=D Welcome to deviantART!!

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